The toughest phase of my live came right after my Engineering, passing out with an average score without a job in hand was embarrassing enough. The problem I had is the lack of motivation that I still didn’t have. After being idle at home for a while, I had reluctantly found a job, and had found myself stuck in a sick flow of life. All this time I was still been contemplating the reason why we go through this whole process, when no one seemed happy. During this time my Grand Mother passed away, who always was independent and strong, and wanted nothing less from us. So, I had informed my father and quit my job.
For the next month or so I went on a trip to Himachal Pradesh, of the hope of keeping myself occupied with my own thoughts and find some meaning to life. By the end of it all I was left with was tiredness and sour muscles and a exhausted mind.
The next big thing that my brain could come up with is to speak with my Father, who had so nonchalantly laughed at my misery and told me and to over think and listen to what he had to say
1.You don’t deserve to find meaning of life. He said that you have to give it meaning by giving your self a purpose to live for.
2.Remember what you have gone through. They are what give you a ground to stand at and keep you in check.
3.The main thing he said was that you have to work twice as hard as you are asked to because things will never be easy.
Over the span of this one year, that ended with me speaking with my father gave me an hope to move ahead and not to over think.