“Most people never get to see how brilliant they can be. They don’t find people that believe in them. They get convinced they’re stupid.” - It was only recently that I realized the bitter truth in this statement.
Growing up, as the eldest son and one who was good at academics, I was under pressure to perform well and to go the distance. This pressure was somewhat due to the expectations of the near and dear but mostly self-imposed. I always wished to find a purpose in life, the use of my being. But at the same time, I felt the constant need to go out and be good enough to make money.
Life changes drastically after school and I was soon overwhelmed by the competition. I haven’t faced any major life-changing experiences. Nor have I faced crippling challenges that I can claim to have overcome. However, self-doubt even though not acute or critical, can be climacteric. It stopped me from aiming too high and made me complacent. It is hard to set your own goals, being honest to your wishes, when you lack self-confidence. And since my goals were not in line with my vision, I could never find the motivation. I always wanted to pursue entrepreneurship in the social sector but leaving the financial stability of a salaried job seemed impossible to me. I would constantly convince myself that that dream, is not for me. It was after several years and interactions with diverse crowds, that I realized that a huge number of people today face this issue. Most people do not function at their full potential because they constantly devalue themselves – Sometimes due to other people not realizing their worth, sometimes all on their own. Ever since I have started taking a harder stance on what I want in life. I haven’t achieved my goals yet but getting through this prestigious institute was an important stepping stone. I have been actively taking part in Social-welfare groups while equipping myself with the must-have knowledge and skills for entrepreneurs.
Keeping focused on the goal has made it easier for me to silence the voice of doubt and I hope these will take me forward towards my target, one step at a time.