Today as I look back ! I do realise something ! I think I am till date Inhibited by my fears…… or rather fear! It dawns to me that what I fear is fear itself. Though FDR said this in quite inspiring tone in his 1st inaugural address as the President of USA, I am not at all the fan of nameless, unreasoning, unjustified terror which paralyses my needed efforts and desires to excel , in advance !
Choices shape us more than the circumstances we are in. Weight of statement could never be more than this particular juncture at my life. Looking inwards, I realise that I aspire to be remembered not extensively but deeply. Maybe I am too self-centric to think about if there would be my legacy, but sorry I can’t help but confess …. YES! I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED BY SOMEONE DEEPLY. THAT I EARNED HIGH REGARDS IN EYES OF SOMEONE and MAYBE HE OR SHE WOULD IMMORTALISE ME THROUGH THEIR THOUGHTS. I know, what a narcissistic romanticism this is. The two years here at Symbiosis, I can’t help but pray that my choices I make help me put an indelible footprint on someone or anyone. This is not a goal that has any substance. It is aim that just generated from a budding adult-ish conviction.
I am an imperfect being and I would never fully conquer the flaws and sinfulness within me, However I can merely win battles of a continuous war. I can grow into kinder, more selfless, and more honourable version of myself, and never lose the potential for error…for selfishness, bitterness, and deceitfulness to creep back in. I must choose each day, whether I will give in to “my demons” or learn to live above them.
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Aditya Birla Group is quite intricately entwined in my life. For my Name stands as the biggest testimony to the former statement. The story goes as: The Morning my father got the news of My birth, the evening brought in the appointment letter from an MNC that gave him offer call for a job vacancy. The company was Aditya Birla Group (ABG) and now one can easily correlate how the name comes. I also imply that , I was[am] supposed to be the carrier of auspiciousness, right from my Birth. In 21 years & 25 days though I personally would doubt the validity of the statement :P
My 18 Years of Life have been nurtured in the environment of ABG. I , right from my Birth , was raised in the Birla Cellulosic Unit at Kharach , Kosamba : which is part of Grasim Industries . I studied in the school named Aditya Birla Public School Kharach , Had my tough times of Health at the Jankalyan Hospital and nearly celebrated every festival with effervescent fervor in the colony. Keying these statements down , I realise that ABG has quite transcended past the status of Brand and is now part of my history and lifestyle.
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